For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? – Mark 8:36
Ms Lady, I don’t know who you are, but have no fear. Place your faith and trust in Jesus Christ and know that even if this poison takes your body, you may still have a chance at eternal life.
Do not continue to let fear overcome you. Be reminded of how fear tempted you to get this in the first place and pray that God gives you the strength to overcome it. (Isaiah 41:10; 1 Timothy 1:7; Isaiah 35:4; Proverbs 29:25)
Repent now, and fully, completely accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior into your heart today and trust that regardless of what His Will is, He can work with you regarding your salvation and a redemption of your spirit. Let Jesus work with you, don’t continue to operate out of fear. (Luke 20:33-43)
Pray for God’s discernment moving forward, you NEED IT. In this day and age you just cannot afford to keep walking out your front door without asking for God to lead your every step. (2 Corinthians 2:14)
I pray not only that your health is redeemed for this, but that this moment be the thing that truly drives you back into the arms of Jesus. That this moment allows you to fully see God for who He truly is and for who He always has been. I pray that this is the moment where He pours his wisdom, discernment, grace, mercy and love over you and all the others that may have succumbed to this because of fear.
Let your faith overrule your fear. (Psalms 34:4)
Love you. Mean it!